Thursday, November 7, 2013

The Shining (book)

Guess where I'm sleeping Saturday night?

D's birthday weekend is coming up and we're all-in for an adventure at the Stanley Hotel up in Estes Park. How cool is that?!?

To prepare, I spent $3 for the Kindle version of The Shining on Monday and started to read. I've never read the book and I've never seen the film. Growing up, the horror genre wasn't something we had around the house and, as a young adult, I discovered my imagination was a bit too untamed to be able to take in scary stuff and be able to sleep at night. I avoided scary movies and horror stories, tried again when I had little kids, still couldn't sleep, and kept staying away.

In the past few years, though, I've dipped my toes in, picking up $1 Kindle horror, enjoying the television series American Horror Story and The Walking Dead, and finding I've become more academic in my approach, probably a lot more cerebral, which helps stave off the midnight heebie-jeebies.

The only bits I know of the story were gleaned from oblique references (Simpsons, anyone?) and, of course, that movie poster and bit of scene with Jack axing through the door.

I was actually delighted to realize I had no clue how the story ended, or even much about any of the characters. Usually a lover of spoilers, I found myself enjoying the anticipation of not knowing

Monday evening I started slowly, Tuesday evening I got to the halfway point, and last night, realizing there was going to be no way to sleep without making through to the dénouement, I stayed up until midnight to finish it. 

This morning, I'm still in that reading handover phase, gulping coffee and trying to clear my head. 

I figure, between sleeping there on Saturday night and doubtless watching the film (it plays on a continuous loop on one of the hotel's channels), it might be helpful to flesh out the basics of the book while it's laying at the front of my imagination, freshly killed, if you will without a film adaptation to sully the ideas. 

I love that I was able to go in without having seen the film. I was able to quickly banish the look of Jack Nicholson from the narrative within the first chapters. Jack, the father of the novel, is boyish, with slightly red hair; he's a struggling writer who has recently lost his nice English teaching position at a New England prep school  because he lost his temper. That theme, of being out of control, crops up both in his stuffed down anger, mostly directed at himself at the start of the book, as well as his former drunkenness that has already driven a wedge between him and his wife, Wendy, especially since he broke his three year old son's arm in a drunken rage when the toddler messed up his study and the pages of his play. Jack had stopped drinking entirely when he had his unfortunate encounter with George, a student at the prep school, that unravels the rest of his life. 

George is New England rich boy handsome, with everything handed to him. When his father has him join Jack's debate team, George encounters the first obstacle in his bumpless road to wealth and power. Under the time clock's pressure, it seems, George begins to stutter. He's unable to compete, and Jack cuts him from the team. King has ambiguously written this section, so at some points the reader is quite sure the stutter is real, and, at others, that Jack hears a stutter when no one else does because he wants the boy to fail. Is Jack subconsciously jealous of the ease in which George will live his life so that he malevolently cuts the kid from the team? Either way, Jack comes upon George cutting the tires of his car in retaliation and, in a stone-cold sober blind rage, knocks the kid to the ground hard enough to crack his skull and do permanent damage. He is fired from his job and the family finds itself teetering on the edge of homelessness, if not for the kind gesture of a fellow teacher and friend, Al. who was just about to secure Jack a tenured position at the school.

Al was also Jack's drinking buddy who shared the encounter that sobered them both up one night in the dark on a long stretch of highway, when they run over a bicycle in the road and spend hours, as they sober up, fruitlessly searching for a rider. More ambiguity. Al is similar to George, in that he's got an easy, privileged life, and sits on the board of directors of the Overlook Hotel. He's able to secure Jack a job from October through May as caretaker of the place during the closed season. It seems a perfect fit to finally finish his play and get his writing career restarted.

The novel opens with the interview for the position between Jack and the hotel manager, Stuart Ullman, who guards the reputation of The Overlook quite fiercely. He throws Jack's failures back in his face and Jack, clearly fighting authoritarian demons off, does his best not to rise to the bait. The previous family man hired as caretaker for the winter had gone mad with cabin fever and killed his wife, two daughters, and himself, so Ullman is decidedly worried that Jack might do the same. There is no real concern for Jack or his family, you see. It's all about how difficult it will be to cover up more messy business to protect his hotel.

Jack reasons that Grady, the former caretaker turned homicidal maniac, was driven to it by a lack of education, whereas he, a smart, intelligent writer, would obviously be completely immune to any such claustrophobia. Ah, pride goeth before a fall, Jack.

Horror is, at its core, about that claustrophobia. It's about being so close to the thing with the hot breath on the back of your neck that you cannot escape. The setting of a darkened haunted hotel, with its labyrinthine black halls, its locked doors, snowed in, miles from anyone, without communication is a natural.  No one can be immune.

It's left ambiguous as to how much the toady little Ullman actually understands about the evil that resides in his halls. The hotel acts upon sensitive individuals more easily than the thick-skulled, but King isn't showing us his hand on whether Ullman is aware of his complicity.

Danny, as the five year old protagonist has the gifts of clairvoyance/prescience and telepathy and the hotel wants that power . . . badly. It would seem that all of the hidden murders across its years have given the place a life of its own, but its powers are limited to only momentary hauntings and the occasional chance to pull in another victim. It has delusions of grandeur if it can only swallow Danny whole.

When the family arrives on the day everyone else is departing, he meets the cook, Dick Halloran, who recognizes Danny's abilities, for he shares them, although not as gifted as the little boy. He explains to Danny that there are things in the hotel that he should stay away from. In Dick's experience, there isn't enough power for any harm to come to him. But Dick hasn't factored in Danny's power.

The hotel lulls the family into a momentary happiness and then begins to identify Jack as the best way to the boy. Jack and Danny have shared a father/son bond that Wendy often notices and sometimes resents. So Jack begins to find information about the hotel that pulls him into its trance. He joyfully imagines writing a best seller about the place, and begins to exhibit the same behaviors he had when he went on benders, losing hours in the basement sorting through old documents, wiping his mouth with his hand obsessively, chewing Excedrin like candy. There is no booze in the place, but the hotel can work around that.

Danny has seen the ending of the book from the earliest points in the narrative -- bit and pieces of the chase through the blackened hallways, the pattern of the carpet, the sound of the roque mallet smashing into the silk wallpapers, the bloody hand in the tub, and, of course, REDRUM.  His inner voice, Tony, guides much of his early visions into the future, but at the hotel Tony is hushed by the malevolence of the place. Danny finally cries out telepathically for Dick to come and help. This means the final chapters of the novel, in which Jack utterly descends into madness, taking on all the horrible traits of his own abusive, drunk father are intercut with the slowest damn chapters ever . . . Dick hears Danny while he's in Florida. He has to get off work. He has to book a flight. He has to get pulled over by the cops for speeding and miss the last flight out for the night. He has plane trouble. He arrives at the start of the worst storm in Colorado's history, he has to drive up mountains and slide off the road and get pulled out, rent a snowmobile, and get past those freaking demonic hedges that come to life and stalk you. Jack was the first to see them. Danny almost gets killed by them (or whatever else was grabbing at him in the playground's underground snow bunker where he almost gets buried alive. (Love those hedges. Three lions, a dog, and a  . . . bunny? Made me laugh.) So the Halloran- coming-to-the-rescue chapters are like trying to run in your nightmares. You can't ever pick up enough speed. I was skimming his chapters trying to finish before midnight. Sorry, Dick.

Dick had told Danny not to go into room 217 (King's room number at the Stanley -- costs a fortune for that room now) but the hold of the hotel pulls the boy in. His first foray into the room, he only unlocks the door, peers in, and then locks it back. He then has a horrible sequence with, of all things, a fire hose in the hallway. His second trip, he goes all the way in and find the horrid purple bloated corpse of the old woman leering at him with her steel-mirrored eyes. She manages to get her hands around his throat and try to strangle him. Meanwhile, Jack is lulled into a deep sleep where he relives his own childhood nightmares and mingles them with the idea of killing Wendy. His father's voice on the radio begins to tell him he will have to kill them both. In his sleep, Jack smashes the radio -- the only window to the outside world left besides the CB radio. When Wendy comes running and he tells her about the dream, and they then find a catatonic Danny with strangle marks on his neck, she immediately blames Jack and sweeps Danny away behind a locked door. Jack goes up to the room and finds an empty room. He checks the bathtub. Nothing. He turns, and hears the clickity clack of the shower curtain pulling itself back and the door to the room closing. He turns back and sees the figure of the woman now lying in the tub, getting up. This is where I knew I wasn't going to sleep until I finished the thing.

The twice-daily chore of pressuring down the old boiler in the basement (where Jack spends most of his time) means we have that nice, built-in metaphor for release versus explosion. The motif of the wasps is also hammered into the story, both in Jack's childhood, and in his caretaking responsibilities now. He gets stung and kills a nest while putting new shingles on the roof in the first month. He gifts the empty paper nest to Danny, who awakens to find them stinging him in the night, mysteriously come back to life. First clue, Jack. Pay attention.

When Danny is attacked, Wendy insists they attempt to get the snowmobile out of the shed and get the boy out of the hotel. The battle between sane, fatherly Jack and the hotel's influence shifts to Hotel 1, Jack 0 when he sabotages the spark plugs so they cannot leave.

Wendy has absolute faith in Danny's abilities very early on, although she takes her time working it out before questioning Danny directly about what his father is thinking about. She has her own issues with her mother that color everything she does, both as a wife and a mother. After the hotel supplies Jack with enough martinis to kill a man (at least in his delusion) and he parties with the time-out-of-time crowd from across the hotel's ages -- all the dead who've come to stay -- Wendy and Danny hear everything locked in their room. Wendy is startlingly brave in several key scenes, one of which is confronting the insane Jack after that night. When he tries to kill her, she manages to knock him out and lock him in the pantry in the morning, when the powers of the hotel wane in the daylight. All three of them see the lights in the ballroom and hear the voices and see the elevator running up and down at night. Only Jack joins in. Jack's pride is the key the hotel uses to agree to "correct" his wayward wife and son, with the promise that there is a great future for him at the hotel.

Cue the MURDER dream sequence. (And get there already, Dick.)

When night falls and the hotel releases Jack from his pantry prison to finish the job, Wendy has crept down to check on him and he attacks her with the roque mallet that's been mentioned in practically every chapter. He breaks her ribs before she plunges the kitchen knife through his chest. But, c'mon, now. She clearly hasn't read enough Stephen King. Jack gets back up and smashes her vertebrae before she can make it back to their room where, of course, Danny has gone missing.

Only Halloran's arrival (FREAKIN.FINALLY) keeps Jack from delivering the death blow to Wendy, as Jack turns to pretty much smash his head in with that stupid mallet about the instant he gets into the hotel. DANG. I'm glad I skimmed all those chapters.

Danny's upstairs, reliving his chase, knowing for certain it is indeed his father that is going to kill him in the dead-ended hallway of the third floor. Tony manages to appear (Danny's middle name is Anthony...) and give him a riddle, like the five year old who's just learn to read needs that right about now?!

He plucks up his courage and calls the hotel out: You're not my father. This actually gets Jack, the real one, back, long enough to tell Danny to get out while he can. There's a moment of salvation in Danny's powers. And then Danny solves Tony's riddle, "remember the thing your father forgot", and reminds Evil Hotel Jack that after boozing him up all night and getting locked in the pantry all day, no one has let the pressure out of the boiler in, like, two days. Checkmate!

Thing-Jack races down to the basement just in time to get blown to smithereens with all the other unholy crap burning up in the explosion.

Danny gets down to Wendy, who's tending to Halloran, both of them alive but badly broken, and all three make it off the porch of the hotel when it goes up.

Yay!

But wait...

Like the time I was watching Misery, and James Cann smacks Kathy Bates with the iron pig and thinks he's done . . .  and I'm screaming, "hit her with the pig again!!" . . .  and there she is rising up to go after him again, here we are at the out building, Dick getting the blankets from the darkened interior so they can try to make it the 20 miles on the snowmobile down to town in the -10° snowstorm when they're wearing pajamas and no shoes . . .  and Dick sees the other roque mallets lining the wall and hears the voices telling him to finish the job. Stop it.

Dick manages to free himself from their pull and that building goes up minutes later in flame. The whole evil mess of the place swarms like an angry wasp nest disturbed (THEME, people) and disappears.

They make it down and the final chapter has Wendy recovering, the two of them living off of Jack's insurance comfortably, staying a place in Maine where Dick is now working. How nice.

I keep waiting for the bloated purple tub lady to pop back in, but no such luck.

It really is a (mostly) happy ending.

I've been too jaded by more modern horror where no one gets out alive, I guess.

But THEN . . .

it would appear that I purchased my Kindle edition just in time. For 2013, they added a few selections from King's upcoming sequel (after 40 years) to tease me with. It was just released in hardback 6 weeks ago. And have mercy, bloated purple tub lady is back!! Called it.

I'm excited to see the place that inspired the story. I'm not quite as excited to see the film, since it can't possibly be as good . . . and Jack Nicholson just isn't Jack Torrance. But I'll doubtless watch it, curbing as much commentary as possible to keep Deana from going all "Here's Johnny!" on me while we're there.

Stay tuned.











Sunday, November 3, 2013

11/3/13 Fall Cats at the Denver Zoo


Gorgeous day to take in the Denver Zoo. We're expecting snow tomorrow, but today? All warmth and sunshine! Amber, who's never been, met me for a tour, especially the big cats.



Meet Sango. He's just been introduced to Predator Ridge this week. 
Sango is a 16 month adolescent lion who's just starting to sprout his mane.






This is Sabi. She's 14 months old and out with Sango.

It's been really rough year for the Denver Zoo lions. The pride is aging and three lions, Rian, Tawny, and Natal, have succumbed this year to cancer. Krueger and Baby are both showing signs of old-age illnesses. Zoo lions live longer than their wild counterparts, but most are at the end of that span. Only Rajah, Rian's brother, is still in good health other than the two babies. 



And remember tiny baby Misha the snow leopard?

Look how big she is!



One of the shy clouded leopards was actually roaming about instead of perched up high in a corner. This is first time in all our visits that's happened.


And the fishing cat was out and about, too! We don't see her much either.



But no tiger love today. All cat naps, no action .



In non-cat news... a few other shots I liked







well played, Gerenuks. Thanks for the pee shot.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Saltsman-less

A month ago, my cousin Kelly was in Denver for business again. I'd seen him check in on Facebook previously and sent him a note that he should let me know his next time through and we'd get together. 

For the first time in our lives. 

Kelly had tracked me down five years ago based on this post. 

We linked up on Facebook, along with his younger brother Andy, but with Kelly in California., Andy in Texas, and me in Colorado it wasn't exactly a family reunion. We share the same great grandparents in John and Lessie Saltsman.

It was a little surreal to walk into Rootdown and see Kelly standing in front of me, in the flesh, a relative not so far removed and yet a complete stranger. We talked over dinner about the results of his genetic testing done through 23andMe, and how odd it was that the results of his DNA testing were almost entirely British and Irish descent. This didn't jive with the lineage provided us by our great-great uncle Dan who'd hand written the account that the above post was based upon. There should definitely be some German and Dutch showing up. 

Quick recap of the history: William Saltsman came to America in 1751 from the Rhine River Valley, his youngest son Phillip fought under George Washington, and Phillip's youngest son Daniel was born in 1812.

It's this Daniel that supposedly married Miss Mary Fables, who had just come from the Netherlands and barely spoke English, after she took up "work at a restaurant in Montgomery, where one Daniel Saltsman often visited when his boat pulled into port." 

Then, the story goes, they had two children before he up and left her, marrying Haney Kennedy and starting a new family.

At dinner, Kelly mentioned that he'd been able to arrange some comparative testing with Jason Saltsman, descended from the "second" wife Haney Kennedy, whose marriage records to Daniel are substantiated. He could find no marriage records or any records whatsoever for our GGG Grandmother Mary Fables before she turns up as a single mother buying property in Tallapoosa County after the Civil War. 

The results of that comparison are in: Kelly and Jason are not related. 0% match.

I don't suppose Miss Mary could have conceived of a world in which her lie could be proven definitively, but Daniel Saltsman was most certainly not the baby-daddy of Louis Frederick. 

She may well have furtively believed him to be the father. We'll never know. But Kelly's theory is that Mary was a poor immigrant (no birth records of her on American soil) and her work to support herself, while it might have included waitressing, may well have also included some upstairs work, aka The Fortune Club. 

It certainly does cast younger uncle Dan's sentence in a new light, no?

The only way to track down Louis Frederick's father, and thus discover the last name we've never known, will likely be far into the future, when enough DNA samples are collected by interested parties and we (the royal we) stumble upon the match. 

For now, Sammi can tear up her Daughters of the Revolution application and the both of us will have to stop blaming the size of our hips on German ancestry that does not exist. Dang.







Thursday, October 31, 2013

Sammi's Pixie

In other news .  .  .

last weekend Sam got a wild hair and cut it all off. 






18 years old, 25 years apart

10/31/13 Halloween, a Philosophical Zombie Post

I've been fascinated for some time at the surge in popularity of two horror fiction staples: the vampire and the zombie. Their rise in pop culture, with the vampire returning to mass appeal only slightly ahead of their brainless counterparts, is especially intriguing.

In both cases, we are dealing with creatures that feed on and eventually consume most of us, leaving only the smartest to survive and fight another day. And in both cases, these supernatural creatures are in a state of un-deadness now, but were once exactly like us, fearful humans who wanted simply to be left alone, and . . . not eaten.

The emphasis of our society on insatiable consumption, the rise of the horrors of obesity (some true, some media driven), the commercialization and depersonalization of human interaction (Facebook, anyone?) all have parts to play in the current appeal of the undead's rise. That undercurrent of disconnection among us actually does feed the desire to see these narratives played out in either the most seductive or the most visceral of ways. We feel doomed. We consume stories of the doomed to make us feel less alone.

Naturally, the fears of death, both in your typical "I don't want to die" / facing of our own individual mortality, common to humankind pretty much since, well, forever, as well as the sneaking suspicion that there might just be worse things, after all play a part as well. We discover that immortality, such as it is currently and popularly imagined, or at least the ability to come back in some form, doesn't have quite the appeal of our childhood conviction that we are simply invincible. As much as we don't want to die, we find that we really would prefer to stay dead rather than shamble around hoping to feed on the living. And, I'm afraid, most of the audience who are consuming these narratives are not consciously aware that their underlying fear is that, in fact, they already are the undead.

The appeal of the vampire, for all its seduction, is that it chooses you, personally, intimately, and often very gracefully. It feasts on your life quietly, having charmed you into submission, and for all the phallic symbolism of the fang and the long, slender vessel of the willing neck, you find yourself drawn into desiring that embrace on some level, even though you know its going to kill you. In most vampire fiction, the option to let go and then die is fairly viable. If you've developed some sort of deeper connection to your seducer, you might enter into an agreement to become immortal with it, but otherwise, it's a one-and-done moment of intercourse.

That's where the division gets interesting. Because, as we all know, with zombies, there's no such option. There is, in fact, no romance with a zombie, at all. They are all interchangeable, and so are you. You aren't special. And the zombies don't care one bit who you are, because all you are is un-rotten flesh. If today's stories are any indication, the more mindless and disgusting and literally gut-wrenching we can make our zombies in fiction/television/films, the more we can't turn away.

Sure, we can outsmart them . . .sometimes . . . but only for awhile.

Because, and here's the real problem and what's most likely at the heart of their appeal: there are always too many of them. The mindless and ravenous undead self-perpetuate at an alarming rate.

Fill in whatever political sentiment there that you'd like.

Deep down, it simply appeals to the fears of an outnumbered us-against-them paranoia that pervades our current thinking: black and white/ good and evil / right and wrong types of arguments, those which allow for zero nuance or ambiguity, leads to zombie pop culture.

Of course, The Walking Dead, for all its zombie terror, usually gets back around to the really interesting question of whether the zombies might not actually be preferable to dealing with living people, who use their minds and limited thinking to commit atrocities against one another, despite being fully capable of using their brains to work together instead of against one another.

Still, did you see that herd in the latest episode? (with CGI, it was 10,000 of them!)



Your Halloween tip for the day: Always choose the zombie traction option!

Emma Crawford Coffin Races

The 19th Annual Emma Crawford Coffin Races were last Saturday.

If you go to any local museums around Colorado Springs, you will find a section on the Sanitoriums, which sprang up at the turn of the century and was a major economic driver for the area. People who were diagnosed with consumption were told to go out west, where the air was cleaner, and get vigorous and active in order to get better. Tens of thousands of people came, before penicillin was available, seeking a cure in the mountain air and the healing properties of the mineral water that flowed from the natural springs.

Emma Crawford came to Manitou Springs as a teenager suffering from TB, and, against medical advice, once she felt stronger, she hiked up Red Mountain and expressed a desire to be buried on the top. She even tied a red handkerchief on a Pinon tree to mark the exact spot she wanted. At age 19, she succumbed to her illness. It took took two days for twelve men to carry her coffin up to that tree and honor her request in 1899, but they did it.

However, progress intervened and the railroad came through. Emma was relocated to a southern facing side of the mountain, which is much more exposed to the elements. After a torrential rain in 1929, Emma went for her coffin ride down the side of the mountain and back into town.

History gets murkier after that. Her remains were discovered by some boys and what happened to her next remains a mystery. Whether she was immediately re-interred in town or not, it was in an unmarked grave. It wasn't until 2004 that a grave marker was erected, and likely we will never find where her bones were placed.

In 1994 the first Emma Crawford coffin races were born. Each team consists of five members: 4 runners and an Emma who must ride in the handmade coffin on wheels. Wheels cannot be larger than 6" in diameter. Creativity is awarded, both for theme/coffin construction and for the best Emma.

Teams compete in the races by pushing Emma back up Manitou Avenue as quickly as possible.

Sammi and I staked out a spot Saturday morning pretty early and by the time the parade got going, we'd kicked it into Disney Crowd gear. Sam snaked her way into a spot along the curb so she could see. I stood on the corner of the planter to take pictures. Unfortunately, since this was our first time, we had to learn from our mistakes. The tree near that planter obscured good photographs of the path up the hill. So we had a much better view of the parade of all the teams before the start of the races than the races themselves. And the parade view was over tops of heads for me, so nothing spectacular to show photograph-wise.

Still, a fun time to take in all the costumes and craziness. We watched the first half of the races before slipping into the Loop with Deana for lunch and then shopping with the gift certificate D had given me for my birthday.






















Boo at the Zoo

man, I'm a week behind!

A few shots from Boo at the Zoo where Heroes Alliance was contracted to come mingle with the guests for members' night.


my assistant for the night










Wands and Wishes, a similar non-profit featuring Disney princesses, was also on hand. 
Our 19 year old Iron Man couldn't help himself.